It's not that I'm not grateful. I am so very grateful for this new job. It came at a great time, just when my old one was about to end. The new job is at a great institution, I found convenient parking, everyone seems very friendly and very smart, I've pretty much settled into my little cubicle (no office for me here, no door, no window, no privacy).
But I just feel so awkward.
I don't really know what I'm supposed to do yet. I'm getting an idea of what my new project is about, but I don't know exactly what to do. Is that crazy?